Year End Review

Its December. The final month of 2005. New year is just around the corner. So how's my year so far? Well.. generally.. its been a very rewarding and eventful year for me. There're few achievements and goals reached. Grandma got sick sum time in february or march.. been giving her extra care and attention since then.. it got me thinking of how my life wud be without her. Growing up, she's been very influential in my life so far. I dunno why, but i listen to her more than i listen to my parents. She's usually the first to know about any events or happenings about me. I'd always tell her first before telling anyone else. We share lots of things. We talk a lot.. both of us.. really. ok enuff about her.. as of now, she's very healthy and strong. now lets focus again on me.. haha..
In april, i got a job. I started on the 18th of April. Celebrated my birthday alone on the 22nd. hahha.. Sad. Its a totally new chapter in my life. Been working my ass out hard since then. Its hard living on my hard earn money. Gotta really plan to use my earnings if not, i'd go broke before end of the month. Basic salary is just enuff.. but i got side incomes ie overtime, computer service & repairs, keropok lekor and karipap sales.. hehe.. and also from all time banker... mom and dad tho not much.. where they subsidize a bit for car installment. Oh.. and did i mention.. I bought a car? yeah.. bought my own car this year.. its fast.. its small.. its fierce.. its red.. hahaha..

Been planning to open up my own business.. i've got plans for big ones and small ones.. still drawing up its business plans. Gonna open up a small one early next year. This wud be a no holds barred, open to failure kind of business. Gotta learn the hard way, practically. haha.. the big one wud be very much later ie 5-10 years down the road. doing research and collecting info here and there.

overall, how has my year 2005 been? its been a gud year. a year where i'd turn my life around. here's to 2006. i've set my goals for 2006 and i hope to achieve them.

H A P P Y N E W Y E A R G U Y S ! ! ~

here's sumthing for all.. enjoy

ABC Song

Up the skirts..

Why would there be so many different styles and colours of panties, if no one was supposed to see them?

If a space alien ever visited our lovely planet, and observed the man-woman sexual relationship, he would go back home saying man these guys would do almost anything to insert this long thick object into this bushy hole that may tend to smell very often. What a planet!

Well, my answer to the aliens would be...this is how men are wired and if we didn't look and desire, there'd be no procreation...It's only because we men look and desire that we pursue and want to plant our seed. It's a primal part of us that keeps putting babies in females and will never change.

I don't look at every ass, or pair of tits that are around, only those that appeal to me, then I can't get enough, or as my gf puts it, my tongue falls to the floor and my eyes lock on like an old blood hound, and I have the cracked ribs to prove it, from my gf elbowing me to make me quit looking. The ribs will heal eventually....

Take it from a guy: there is nothing more important than looking up a girl's skirt, if we get the chance. We dream about catching a glimpse of a girl going knickers. If we are lucky enough to catch a good look, you have made one very happy guy - forget "one very happy guy" you have made many happy - but jealous - guys, once we have told our closest friends. And these friends will spend their lives searching for the same thing, the same glimpse ....

When a man's time on earth is over, and he falls to the ground clutching his chest, looking up towards the heavens: he will except his death more easily if his last glimps on earth is that of looking up the fabled knickers lass's skirt. The site may even bring him back from the brink, reviving his lust for life...

Make no mistake: we look, we look, and we look again.

There isn't anything perverted about liking to look at girls. Society just trains everyone to think there is. The truth about it is that the people that get caught ("victims") are just embarrassed and are lashing out in anger/embarrassment. As long as you don't get caught and you can't identify the victim, then what harm has really been done? She's happily ignorant and we get a little cheap thrill. It only becomes a big deal when others make it one. Jail and all that doesn't stop guys from liking girls. You don't wanna get upskirted, then stop putting yourself on display and pay attention to what your body is doing so that the whole world doesn't have to see it (i.e. don't wear a mini and then walk up the mall stairs, etc. How is a guy realistically not supposed to look if its right there in plain sight? Please...

Bella detailing..

Selamat berpuasa to all..!~ Its almost hari raya... and i'm struck with fever.. its been like this for almost every year.. sum ppl even notice it.. kekekeke.. maybe its the hari raya blues.. hehe.. puasa month is nearing its end.. raya coming up soon... its gud that none of my frens or anyone that i knew off passed away.. there's still another week till raya tho.. hehe..

for this year's hari raya.. am gonna celebrate it in style..~ new clothes.. new shoes.. hey i only really shop around once a year.. its always like that.. hehehe... owh and not forgetting.. new car.. my bella's paint job sucks when i first got it.. i planned to repaint the whole car to manly pearl white after raya.. had it all carefully planned.. fix up all wear and tear parts and mechanical faults by year end... and top it all with a new color.. but since my parents has been bugging me to paint the car before raya.. i have to recalculate my budget.. with not much change to spare.. i decided to just repaint the car, same color.. outer layer only.. darn.. but then again.. its sexy in red whaaattt... much cheaper too.. been the center of attention everywhere i go.. am much handsome everytime i'm driving it.. haha.. and will be much more handsome after the new paintjob is done.. ahahaha..

sent the car on monday.. and it'll be ready on friday.... hopefully the guy wont do it halfheartedly.. am at work.. busy.. busy.. here are the pics of my bella going before they spray new coat of paint..

My Bella..

Technical specs

Car Name : Alfa Romeo
Car Model : 145 QV
Year : 1997
Color : Red

Engine
1970cc straight-four Twin Spark
Double overhead camshafts 16 valves
Bhp : 170bhp / 6200 rpm
Torque : 200 Nm / 4000 rpm
K&N Air filter with Induction Kit
Factory ECU with custom retuned chip
Grounding cables
Selenia Racing engine oil
Bosch spark plugs
Top speed : 240 km/h
0-100 : 7 sec est

Layout
Wheelbase : 2450 mm
Front track : 1472mm
Rear track : 1468mm
Weight : 1315kg

Steering & Suspension
Rack and Pinion steering
Front : MacPherson Strut
Rear : MacPherson Strut
Eibach springs + Bilstein shocks combo
Wheels : 16" Alessio Monte Carlo

Interior & Exterior
2 SRS Airbags
Red leather interior
"Alfa Romeo" stitched carpet mats
Novitec pedals
Novitec Gear Knob
Novitec Handbrake Lever
Issota chrome gear gate ring
Sunroof
Clear side repeaters
CD Player single disc
Subwoofer

Performance stickers & accessories
ItaliaAuto.com rear windscreen
ItaliaAuto.com front windscreen
ItaliaAuto.com sunroof
GBR Technica front windscreen
Glade Sport air freshener

Monster Satria..

News Flash..!~ Timothy Hoo (pictured below in a secret workshop) just transplanted a new engine in his car. GSR Turbo.. well that's wat i heard.. 3 ppl told me about it.. so i guess it cant be wrong.. owh.. and i was told his average cruising speed is now above 100km/h.. asked the man himself, but he denied doing so.. he said he started the rumor himself.. he also said he'll only change engine next year.. we'll just see about that.. dunno bout the specs.. am still yet to see it.. whoah.. first new bodykit.. then new paintjob.. now new engine.. Timothy aka 11000rpm.. really living up to his nickname eh.. hehe.. congratulations mate.. one day let me sit in ur car while u fly.. restecpt..!!~ small fella... big heart... fast car..

p/s - dun forget to stick on GBR Technica sticker on ur windscreen (additional 20hp)..

my bella vs civic ek

showdown #1 - civic ek

was on my way to work.. morning drive... all windows down.. sunroof tilted.. slow drive.. enjoying the cool morning breeze.. listening to class 95.. and all the while control handsome..

its school holiday.. roads are clear.. took a different route today.. usually i'd follow the Istana Serene roads... today i took the seaside route.. i love it when its school holidays.. why cant they just stay out of school everyday.. dang..!~

traffic light near Hyatt at the Inner Link roads headings towards stulang.. red light.. birds chirping on trees.. one white civic lined up at the left lane... i was on the right lane.. middle lane got one wira with rope pulling another car behind it.. deep down inside of me.. i was really hoping the civic wud pull away..

lights turn green..!~ i move slowly.. at the corner of my eye saw the white civic got off the line very fast... so i floored the throttle... he switched to the middle lane and is next to me.. can hear his engine screaming.. 6000rpm.. 2nd gear.. bye bye.. 5500rpm.. third gear.. 3 car lenghts.. next traffic light near the saujana condos.. me in left lane.. civic on right lane.. middle lane got one uncle and auntie.. red light.. darn.. one vespa stopped in front of me.. lights turn green.. civic pulled away swiftly.. realizing he's no match and got uncle and auntie on vespa in front of me.. i let it go.. but..

seeing that i did not gave chase.. the civic slowed down.. i caught up with him.. and just stayed behind him.. cruising at 80kmh until the next lights going down to tebrau hiway.. at the lights near plaza pelangi.. i was next to him.. wanted to smile and wave but his tint is too shiny and plus the morning sun light blazing.. i cant see his face.. oh well.. maybe next time..

in the next 2 km heading towards my office.. i drove really slow... petrol mahal.. tayar mahal.. must conserve.. i never really drove the car hard yet.. except taking one 90deg corner at 80kmh.. tyres screeching.. eyes all on me.. ahahahah.. still learning the characteristics and enjoying the attention... its very much different from my zx.. not actually better or wat.. but different..

enjoying every drive..

"Humor is everywhere, in that there's irony in just about anything a human does"

- Bill Nye -

Grandma's Letter..

here's a letter i helped my grandma type. isk.. isk.. it saddens me becoz she's already starting to evaluate and giving up all her assets to everyone. is that a sign or sumthing? does she somehow knows its almost her time? they say.. when people are approaching the end of their lives.. they'll know.. hope my grandma is still around when i'm rich and succesful...

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Shamshiah Othman
7-E Jalan Harun,
Kampung Baru,
81200 Johor Bahru.

02/08/2005

Yang Berbahagia Tan Sri Robert Kuok Hock Nien
Kerry Holding Limited,
21sr Floor, CITIC TOWER,
No 1 Kim Mei Avenue,
Central,
Hong Kong.

Tan Sri Robert,

Sebagai permulaan, saya ingin mengucapkan setinggi-tinggi penghargaan dan terima kasih di atas bantuan dan sumbangan ikhlas dari Tan Sri kepada saya dan keluarga saya. Jasa Tan Sri tidak dapat dinilaikan dan sudah tentu sekali tidak dapat dibalas melainkan Allah juga.

Saya menulis kerana baru-baru ini telah mengalami penyakit virus yang agak serius dan alhamdulillah, setelah sekian hari menjadi pulih dengan rahmat tuhan. Dalam masa itu saya sedar betapa banyaknya jasa Tan Sri kepada keluarga Monel dan kepercayaan Tan Sri kepada saya untuk memegang saham Kuok Brothers di mana hasil dividennya telah saya gunakan untuk membiayai keluarga ini.

Pengalaman sakit saya juga meyakinkan saya bahawa sudah sampai masanya untuk saya membahagikan harta kepada anak-anak saya yang lebih memerlukan bagi menampung keluarga masing-masing.

Dari itu, saya berharap Tan Sri dapat mengambil alih kesemua saham-saham Kuok Brothers atas nama saya atau mencari pembeli yg sesuai untuknya. Saya serahkan kepada Tan Sri semata untuk menilaikan harga saham tersebut sebagaimana Tan Sri lebih arif tentang nilai syarikat Tan Sri sendiri.

Saya berharap pelepasan saham Kuok Brothers tidak bermakna putusnya hubungan kami yg saya amat hargai.

Sekali lagi saya ingin mengambil peluang untuk mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada Tan Sri Robert serta keluarga.

Sekian terima kasih.

Yang benar,



……………………….....
Shamshiah Othman

quick update..!~

hoohaaa..!~

its been a long day..!~ here i am.. nothing to do.. the day's job all done.. am waiting to do server shutdown. oohh.. been quite a while since i wrote an entry.. am going thru lots of changes in my course of life. its not that i want to.. but there are things i have to adept to. change is gud. but there are things i wud not want to change. i'm missing my family and frens a lot. i used to have so much time for them but now.. i dun even have time for myself.. i have to force myself and try to find time to make sure the bond between family and frens is still there.

work.. ah.. work.. lets talk about it. been working for 3 months oredi.. three months? so soon? ahaha.. IT Exec.. hhmm.. its no sissy work i tell u... on sum days, i cant even have sum time off.. i have my own room.. with 4 computers, 2 printers, 2 phones.. and another server room in my room to keep an eye on. here's my routine.. i arrive at office about 7.15-7.25 and first thing i do is to sign on to server. my sign on time is always around 7.30-7.40 in the morning. then settle, print, distribute, generate reports for remisies, dealers, and for other EAFs(Electronic Access Facilities - small branch, 5 of em). i wont be free right up till about noon, whereby in between, i have to attend to sum troubleshooting problems in the office - dang..!~ these ppl here are so rich and handle so much of other ppls money, they dun even know how to switch on computers. there's always disaster everyday..!~ ahahahah.. my direct line is also the hotline for online users. so i have to answer calls and tend to the clients as well. after lunch.. i wud walk around in the office.. linger around.. chit chat.. small talk.. for a while.. then continue whatever is there to do. u guys think sitting around doing nothing is easy ka? huhuhu.. then comes the moving around part.. i like going out to other EAFs/branches - it brings in money.. hahahaha.. there are 5 of em... kota tinggi, pontian, johor jaya, kulai and tun aminah. sometime, i'd just stay out for long hours... and claim overtime, especially on saturdays. wat? saturday oso must work ka? yep..!~ not every saturday tho.. only if necessary ie server upgrades, maintenance etc. server shut down is done at 6.30 pm. for IT Dept, there are two shifts - sign on shift, and shutdown shift. come early go back early, do shutdown come in a bit late. well.. that was then.. as of tomoro.. I AM THE IT MASTER.. hehe.. i'll be the only one doing everything for JB including EAFs. 3 months and am already in charge of everything and other IT support staffs. heheeh.. how i wish. am only the Acting Head of IT Department. heck i'm not even confirmed yet working here. still under probation for another 3 months. ahahaha...

then comes the 'colleague' part. ooohh..!~ so many leng luis here.. i'm not going in to that. lets just keep that to myself. u guys could come here, look for me and open an account and trade. i'll introduce u guys to only the pretty dealers. aahhh.. come up anytime..!~ look for me..!~ Mr Azmil. that wud give me sum time to rest..

futsal.. cant make it on monday nights. but for fridays, i'll always come if there's no osk match.

oops..!~ its already late..!~ i have to do shutdown..!~

cheers guys..!~ gud luck.. in life..!~ things arent always what it seem..!~

First Day At Work..!~

HOOHAA..!~ first day at work today..!~ everything went well.. arrived at the office around 7.50 am and after a short briefing and introduction to the staffs that are early as well, i helped to switch on the comps and monitors.. there are only 3 IT personnel.. and 1 is resigning in may which means there'll be only my and this another guy.. hee.. met up with shafiq later in the morning.. he's one of the dealers for the company.. it was nice meeting up with him again after so long.. after the morning routine - soon, for me anyways - in preparing for the day's trading.. i was brought for a tour and introduction to all staffs and personnel.. hee.. it was fun.. they were all nice people.. but today's only the first day.. had a brief run thru about the system that they're using for the company.. and how it works and what kind of troubles i'd be facing in future.. it was ok.. owh and err.. i have my own room and a direct line and not all people have access to my room.. and the best thing is that.. my ELID Card is an 'all access' card..!~ no restriction zone for me.. huu.. even dealers and remiesers have restriction to certain parts of the office... but not me.. not me.. ahahaahh.. around sum time after lunch.. shafiq called me to his room.. and we talk about... futsal.. they're planning to make jersey for the company's team and ask me if i'd like to join them.. ahahaha.. would i oblige? no way..!~ one of the guys in there recognized me from one of the matches GBR played with them (orange team which thrashed us).. they're having a match this wednesday night against err.. public bank, if i'm not wrong.. heee.. might be making my debut for em.. ahahaah.. but still.. i'm GBR Technica FC thru and thru.. GBR FC is like international team.. other teams.. err.. considered club teams only.. ahahah.. spent 10 bucks on parking today.. 5 bucks from the morning i got there till i went out for lunch.. and another 5 bucks when i went home in the evening.. think i'd go for the monthly pass card.. cheaper.. and can go in and out anytime without worrying about parking hours and such.. hhmm.. did a lot of paper work today.. and i was in from 7.50 am till 6.30 in the evening.. plus lunch break.. and tomoro.. i have to be there by 7.45 the most, as i'd be learning to set up the main servers and preparing for the day's trading.. am feeling very tired and sleepy as i'm typing this.. think i might just stop here.. huu..

"There are places where you can play an important part, but there are other places where you can be insignificant"
- Guyana Proverb -

OSK Securities..

hoohaa..!~ its the 18th of april.. gonna start work today in the morning later..!~ will be working for OSK Securities... at Wisma Tiong Hua in taman sri tebrau.. i got the job as an IT Executive.. how much am i getting? kekekeek.. not big.. but i guess its enuff for the time being.. but first.. gotta get sum sleep.. been busy the whole day..!~ went out with mum and dad.. survey sum cars.. and in the end.. err.. no.. cant write it here.. its a surprise.. called up few old frens.. and i found out that 'shafiq' an old fren, also works in OSK Securities.. tried to call him but cant get thru.. so i sms him.. huu.. said.. he knew it all along that i was joining OSK Securities on monday.. and just dun wan to tell me.. ahahhah.. its gud.. at least i have a fren there and i wont be sumhow errr.. lost in translation... kekeekek.. hafta be there early as they told me to be there by 8am in the morning.. first day.. maybe need to show me stuffs and settle sum paperworks ie account number, epf number etc.. huu.. been studying on networking and servers these past 2 days.. ahahaah.. forgot everything edi.. hope everything goes well tomoro..

here's a brief description about OSK Securities.. well.. The corporate history of OSK Holdings Berhad is characterized by over 40 years of remarkable growth and expansion. The Group has been an integral part of Malaysia's growth and is today, one of the acknowledged leaders in the business, with a name synonymous with financial strength and high quality service.

The company first commenced operations in 1963 under the name of OSK & Partners. With the addition of custodian services in 1965, the company's activities began to grow both in depth and in breadth of services to include all aspects of stockbroking. OSK & Partners became a private unlimited company in 1973, achieving the status of a private limited company in 1981.

This is only a precursor to greater things in store. In 1990, OSK Holdings Berhad was incorporated under a restructuring exercise for the floatation of the OSK Group on the Main Board of the Kuala Lumpur Stock Exchange. OSK Holdings Berhad was subsequently listed on 31 May 1991.

To better reflect its corporate image and expanded activities, OSK & Partners Sdn Bhd underwent a name change to OSK Securities Berhad in January 1996.

thats all for now.. i'm getting sleepier by the minute.. gudnight..!~ wish me luck guys..!~ hee..!~

Spring Cleaning..!~

hoohaa..!~ its been a while since i last clean up every nook and corner of my room.. its very surprising of what u cud find.. to start with.. my room is not that dirty.. a bit dusty but not messy with clothes on the floor or papers scattered everywhere or wat.. huhu.. but it took me two whole nights to get it all done.. i started off with the bedside table drawers.. a couple of drawers.. big stacks of magazines and papers and pamphlets all stuffed in.. then i move on to my desk.. 3 drawers.. one big two tier cupboard and one small one where i keep the gud stuffs.. huhu.. throwed out a lot of things.. ie school textbooks!! exam papers!!.. Motor Trader mags.. Manchester United Mags - a lot of em.. 5 years complete collection with only 1 missed issue.. its worth a lot.. huhu.. anyone want these 'collection'? i still have em downstairs.. and also.. i gave away a lot of clothes.. one big garbage plastic bag full of clothes.. donated it to the poor.. lucky those who gets em.. huu.. unwanted stuffs all cleared out.. drawers all looks kinda empty.. taking up excess space only.. ahahaah.. but it feels great now that my room is all cleaned up..

To All My Frens..

"Resolve to make each day the very best and don't let anyone get in your way. If they do, step on them"

- Ivan Benson -

HOOHAA...!~ what shud i write.. hmm... well.. life is ok.. i'm still trying to get hold of a job.. will be going up to kl later today.. morning flight.. am invited to attend assessment for Maersk Sealand.. its a container shipping company.. hee.. it's on wednesday at sheraton subang.. will be staying at aunt's place in glenmarie.. ooohh.. just got back from futsal.. feeling very tired.. still havent pack my bags yet.. will continue later.. here's for now..

-the heart of a thinker-

80's Babies

Old Memories...for the 70's & 80's born baby

Those OLD days!!

You grew up watching He-man, Transformers,
Thundercats, Silver Hawk, Space Cop Gaban,
Ultraman, and Mighty Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja
Turtles, Mask and Smurfs too. You grew up brushing
your teeth with a mug in primary school after
recess time. You squatted by a drain with all your
classmates beside you, and brushed your teeth with
a colourful mug. Remember the days when the school
nurse comes with a list for the dentist appointments,
the sound of the drilling when your
friend has a fill in his tooth or a tooth pulled.

You remember the packets of milk (Projeck Susu
Segar) and milo we get in primary school to
encourage us to drink more milk. And when we had
to line up just to get one cup, and some of us
would line up again for another cup of cold milo.
And remember we use to buy susu sekolah and get
stomach-ache the next day. During primary (some
KBSR & 3M) school days, the teacher will punish
you using a long ruler to hit your palm. A bowl of
noodle soup cost only 40c in primary school days.
When you were in primary school, girls like to go
to the bookshop to buy cute stuff such as animal
erasers, sharpeners, notebook etc. Play with these
paper doll... with all the paper clothes.. etc etc

In secondary (some KBSM) school, girls go to the
library to borrow their favorite romance
storybook. In secondary school, girls altered
their school skirt to shorten it and guys will go
to the school appointed school uniform tailor shop
to tailor make their school trousers to the then
fashionable "baggy pants" , or the GQ one with all
the 'batik' or buckle at the edge of the pocket!
the straight cut jeans.. or codroy.... In secondary
school days, you buy the Bata BM Turbo or sparx
school shoes. Some guys like to wear those china made
ankle high shoes. Some even like to wear those
very thick socks with their school shoes. remember
the panda, carefree or warrior shoes.. :)
Internet? E-mail? What the hell is that? So you
thought a decade or more ago. Your friends don't
have pagers or hand phones in school. CDs? What's
that? Cassette tapes were the norm.. Movie tickets
used to cost less than $5 last time. there is no
KLCC.. Pertama or Bukit Bintang the only place we
have.. err.. Komtar.. Ban Thye.. etc.. kekeekeke..

The goodies from Mamak shop used to be Mamee, Ka
ka, Kum Kum, Ding Dang choco balls (with toys in
the box) + the mat sentul voices as a jingle,
colorful hard "egg", "cigarette" chocolate, pink
bottle of bubbles, and small tubes with yellow
sticks to blow "more lasting" bubbles that you can
pop more air in or slam it on. You never forget
'Ti Kam'. When exams are over, the board games
(eg: UNO, Monopoly, CLUEDO) & hand held video
games will be all over the class room. Girls will
start playing 'batu seremban'. guys with 'tudung
botol oren' Your favorite sound is the bell! For
it's the homemade ice cream man. The cream that
tops Hagen Dazs! The pink color ice-cream with
eyes plus a wide smile. Another bell is the recess
bell, a time to get away from school work and to
eat. Another time when there is no bell but all
guys will anxiously wait for it...The PJ, PE
time (time for football!!)

Your favorite childhood games were playing
"guli"(marbles), five stones, zero-point,
catching, and/or "Pepsi-Cola one two three"! The
best thirst quencher of all times is the yummy
colorful ice tubes you can buy from provision
shops. To eat them, break the tab and suck while
holding the freezing tube! All gals had Barbie
dolls, My Little Pony, pound puppy, Polly Pocket
and etc, while all boys had star wars figurines or
a rubber band catapult that shoots folded paper or
eraser bits. Once was the era whereby ice-cream
sticks were valuable items, than came the paper
aircrafts, chalk fights.

Everyone envied the class monitor and his
assistant, cos they were the ones who came up with
the daily duty roster, giving names to teacher on
who makes the most noise and who's running around
the class. The elite group are the prefects, the
one with license to move around, they consider
themselves above the law when not many students
actually listened to them, and that's when the PK Hem
comes in.

Some boys made their own guns from wood,and used
'Bacali' as the bullets. Some even used matches to
shoot and burn kids' lanterns during Lantern
Festival.. and you'd also rather to 'ponteng sekolah'
juz to watch final episod of Moero Attack .. miss that
much.. summersault berkembar... hehehe..
still remember this one..

Cheers to the 70's..80's babies...

"Beware of little expenses. A small leak will sink a great ship"

- Benjamin Franklin -

The Ramblings of a very bored person..

THURSDAY..

HOOHAA..!~ had a very busy weekend.. was up in kl from thursday till sunday.. was dead beat wen i came home.. my bedroom never felt nicer.. especially my bed.. ooohhh.. it's good to be back.. as i'd wrote in my previous entry.. i went up to kl for the hsbc assessment.. reached kl thursday afternoon.. khalil, chipsmore type of fren (kejap ada kejap takde) fetched me and we had lunch with two of the IA members, "subsonique" and "Twin Sparx".. they're gud guys.. ahahaha.. later at night, i joined them IA guys for TT at Sunway Extreme Park.. cool place i shud say.. they got everything there.. driving range, cafe, futsal courts, go karts, paint ball, quad bike terrain, elephant park etc.. i went at night so these are just sum of the things that i saw there to name a few.. heee.. it was fun hanging out with the IA guys.. dem cool seeing all the coops, alfas and fiats parking together.. and not forgetting my SLK parked at the end of the line.. heee..

FRIDAY..

stayed at my uncle's place in puchong.. the assessment was on friday.. chat a girl up while i was there waiting.. hehehe.. she's very pretty, tall, slim, long legs, eh.. like describing a giraffe.. ahahah.. and she got big boobs.. after the test.. when returning the visitor pass at the guard house, the girl was asking another guard directions to the nearest bus stop and how to get to town.. i wave to her and went off to make u turn to go to the road heading out of cyberjaya.. ahahahah.. wen passing by the building again, i saw her walking on the sidewalk.. me being a gentleman and sensitive towards damsel in distress ( it was hot ok and she's walking all alone) honked at her and ask her where's she heading (pura2 tak tau).. ahahaahah.. so i offered her a lift to kl.. heee.. she dem sexy.. while on the way i purposely missed few exits or turns just so that i can chat longer and get to know her better.. she was wearing short skirts and has smooth skin.. ahahhahaha.. so much time and effort and toll money and petrol wasted.. in the end? i didnt even ask for her number.. we wish each other luck, shook hands and wave.. urrgghh..!~ wasted.. wasted.. but its ok.. my initial intentions was to just help her out.. friendly neighbourhood hero.. haaaiihh..!~

SATURDAY..

went out early in the morning to see akie.. had breakfast with her.. bought my return bus ticket and went to carrefour in subang to buy her stuffs.. then in the afternoon, met up with subsonique and another forummer, 'automagic', for lunch.. hand in a copy of my resume to 'automagic' coz i'd asked him about vacancies at his workplace in the morning.. after lunch, akie went back, automagic gets on with his thing.. another fren, d3vil went home.. me and subsie went to see sum other forummers.. and checking out their cars.. dem cool cars all..!~ was given 25 copies of Driven - newly launched magazine- to be distributed in jb.. make my bag heavy only.. was home by 6.30 in the evening.. showered, follow my uncle go buy makan, had dinner, packed my bags then slept.. ahahhaha.. had an early night.. was on the move since thursday and didnt rest much..

SUNDAY..

it was time to go back.. akie fetched me at my uncle's place in the morning.. we had lunch at kfc near pudu.. bus departed at exactly 2.30 pm.. a girl sat next to me in the bus.. tall, ok ok face, slim, smell gud.. but she snores.. very loud.. ahahahahah.. waaaaaahhh.. sleeping position oso aiseh.. kelaka.. sprawled on the chair like a dead body.. i scared only later ppl think its my gf.. hahahahaah.. lucky it didnt last long.. got water dripping from air cond vents right to her face.. then she cant sleep no more.. ahahhaah.. i think she must be cursing mad at the drip and at me coz her seat was suppose to be my seat.. her ticket is 3A.. mine 3B.. ahahahaha.. i quickly pura pura tido wen i noticed she woke up and started giving me pissed glances.. ey gal.. whaddaya expect me to do? change seat? ahahha.. brother fetched me at larkin and we went to gramps place.. i lurve gramps very much.. she's more than just a grandmother to me.. hee..

WEDNESDAY..

was scheduled for an interview in the morning at Pulai Springs.. they called me on monday to invite me for the interview.. they called me the next day to confirm my attendance.. i said ok.. i asked her what sort of business are they in.. what do they do.. and all.. the lady asked me to just come the next day and she'll explain everything.. her name was Jane.. quite pretty.. slim.. tall.. speaks english with jap accent.. but dun think she's jap.. so here i am.. 11.30 am at Pulai Springs.. punctual.. she greeted me and we went to the cafe to meet another of her associates.. introduce ourselves.. then that guy got to talking.. talk a lot of cock about robert kiyosaki laa.. failures laa.. thomas alva edison laa.. bill gates laa.. michael dell laa.. and so on.. then he talk bout marketing laa.. network marketing.. referral marketing.. and so on.. the moment he took out the pamphlet bearing his company name.. OmegaTrend.. i got pissed.. and told him off... wtf (apa itu cucuk).. direct selling company.. i said.. "fark.. omega trend.. i know about this thing.. direct selling company.. i'm not doing this.. waste my time and money.. make me come so far.." so i got up and just left.. ahahha.. they got my application thru jobstreet.. hopefully they dun report me and got me blacklisted from jobstreet for dissing them.. was sick laa today.. and i had to go to pulai spring for this thing.. last last kena con.. dang..!~

here's the usual picture and quote to this entry.. its a picture of a shrinked lambo.. got a lot of this kinda pics in my com.. i'll put it up later..

"Take nothing but pictures. Leave nothing but footprints. Kill nothing but time"

- Baltimore Grotto -

HSBC..

HOOHAA..!~ kekeekek.. been a while since my last post.. everytime i'm out.. i'll always have sumthing i thot i wud write down here.. but when i'm online.. everything just seems to ran away.. ahahaahaah.. so here's a short one.. not much change in life.. its the usual futsal on weekends.. and ps2 on weekdays.. ahahaha.. it early thursday morning.. am going up to kl taking the 10am bus.. got this test i have to attend to. received a phone call from hsbc or hdpm (back end processing center for hsbc) on tuesday.. did a short phone interview and was then invited to come for test on friday.. so here i am.. just finish packing my bags and am getting ready to sleep.. test is in friday 9 am. that's just the test.. if i get thru the test, then i'd be scheduled for an interview with the hr manager or whoever is in charge of recruitment.. if i'm selected.. i might.. be moving up to kl.. or cyberjaya or sumwhere nearby cyberjaya.. the place where i'm suppose to go is in cyberjaya.. got my certs all ready.. made copies of em.. resume.. ic.. and sum other stuffs...

dunno how long am i gonna stay there.. will be staying at uncle's place in puchong.. of all uncles, his place is the nearest to cyberjaya.. the wife, my aunt.. is expecting a baby anytime soon.. i dun want to get in the way.. maybe after the test on friday, i'd go to another uncle's place.. hehehe.. gonna do sum visiting.. it wud really help me.. financially. heee.. if i got enuff moolah.. i'd stay till sunday.. if not, i'll go home on friday night or saturday.. no point hanging around there in kl with no money and getting in the way of ppl..

job description? errr.. the post is.. Global Support Executive.. more on that later.. am a bit tired.. hafta wake up early ... err.. am trying to sleep.. think i have a fair chance.. think i left a gud impression on the person who interviewed my by phone.. hmm.. dunno bout that..

dunno what i'm feeling right now.. happy, thrilled, scared? unsure? mixed emotions.. kekekeekek.. but me worried? no way..!~ i cant wait for the test..!~ ahahaah..

till then, chiao..!~

"Things seems worse than they are when we are afraid"

- Guyana Proverb -

Thursday Morning Rant..!~

HOOHAA..!~ here i am.. at home safely..!~ just downloaded a

vdo of a guy doing basejump with a camera on the helmet..

oooohh.. this fella jump from the side of a dam.. down below..

there're only rocks and stones.. apparently the rope or strap

thingy on him was a bit too long and he jumped right to the

stones and all.. urrgghh.. can hear the thud of him falling..

then moaning and groaning in pain.. and his hands.. urrgghh...

covered in blood.. uurrgghh...!~

Was out for usual late night teh tarik session with the guys..

ahahah.. been a while since i last saw a few of em.. kekekek..

kenneth's car got big upgrades on the looks.. fariqe busyonly

talking on the phone.. he ajak minum but he himself busy

talking on phone.. kekekek..asen.. everytime oso see him..

new gf.. but still got old gf too.. kekekeke.. madey.. ahaaha..

he's online every minute every hour..

took my car out for a run at "istana road" ooohh.. it was ok..

rear suspension a bit too soft and the car felt a bit tail happy..

went out of line twice during corners.. and the car bounced a

lot.. but can still reach 140km/h on thestraight.. an old fren,

nazawee was there too.. we were talking bout that

road and so i showed him laa.. his driving skills not bad

oso.. drove slow on the way to singgah selalu route.. but his

car is like sticking to my rear.. i dunlike the route to singgah

selalu so i dun drive fast.. on the usual familiar route from

singgah selalu to the EC field, he ride shotgun with me.. asen

drove his car.. hee.. that guy steady only.. kekeke.. he wanted

to test my car on the run back towards singgah selalu.. whaoh..

he drive oso not bad.. drove quite fast until i so scared.. hahaha..

wanted to test his car but it was late edi so we all went home..

kekekeke.. car still got some minor details to attend too.. soon..

Grandma update..!~ she's ok.. getting stronger.. can now walk

longer distance..still very weak tho.. feeling tired always.. she

was down with Herpes Enciphalitis..which is some kind of a

virus, and her brain was infected.. whole left side of brain was

swollen hence the poor visibility left eye, weaker left arm and

leg and fatigue..grandma looks very frail and small.. she lost a

lot of weight.. hope she fully recoverssoon.. it saddens me

muchto see her like this.. get well soon grandma..!~ hee..!~

here's to myself..!~ dude..~ faster find job..!~ dun be too

choosy..!~ huu..!~ 2005 is gonna be ur year..!~ end this

year with a bang..!~ play la more ps.. huh..!~

faster get ur car..!~ dun let this out of ur reach..!~

get up..!~ move..!~

"You must keep your mind on the objective not on the obstacle"

- William Randolph Hears -

Tennis Fever..

HOOHAAA..!~ Got my legendary car back.. but hafta do all the wiring work back.. now its ok except for a leak at the radiator and power steering hose.. wanted to go to the permas place but its far laa.. and nowadays its getting hotter everyday..

Grandma's recuperating well.. she's back home and is getting stronger by the day.. its 31st January.. my dateline for finding a job.. i'm still jobless.. ahahahah..!~ life is sweet but am feeling much pressure as time goes by just like that.. am running low on cash too.. ahaha..!~ i'm back posting resumes to companies hoping and waiting for replies.. am just gonna take my chances.. note to self.. "dun be choosy".. kekekeeke..

Played tennis over the weekend..!~ It felt good.. been a while since i last played tennis.. if not for the Australian Open.. i wudn't have taken the trouble to look for players to play tennis.. played at UTM in the boys residential area.. pity there're no girls around.. haaha.. Australian Open just finished with Marat Safin winning the centennial event. if i had made a bet or sumthing for semifinals qualifiers.. i'd surely won.. worlds top 4 players qualifies for semis and just as i predicted.. a Safin v Hewitt finals with Safin bagging the event..

aaahh... been indoors too long i think my brain is getting slow.. here's for now..

"Excuses are like asses. Everyone have em and they all stink"

- Anonymous -

Friday Morning Blues..!~

hey all..!~ am having a cadbury hazelnut bar.. yummy!~ its been a busy week.. been going to permas to check on my car for two days.. they still havent got the engine mounting right.. dem piss off with them.. its fun to see my dad reasoning and slowly start scolding the workers and their boss there the first time we went there this week.. ahahhah.. the next day they got the car ready and me and dad went for a test run.. everything else is okay except for the knocking sound coming out from under everytime i jam the brakes hard.. its was there when i test drove the car last weekend.. its still there this time round.. so had to leave the car there.. dem.. i got plans for that car.. need to go on runs and burn sum carbons and clean it up.. and soften the brakes.. brakes dun grip at all.. its been indoors for so long.. huhu.. oooh..!~ this candy bar makes me horny..!~ its friday already and i'm still waiting for the phone call from PTP.. i really hope impress from the test last week and get the call to go for the interview.. am so excited about it and keeping my fingers crossed..
This weekend is gonna be a busy weekend for my family.. my eldest aunt is getting engaged.. to a Dato' from Muar.. he's quite old.. but from wat i heard, he's still strong.. he's a retired General of the army.. cool.. went over to my gramp's place last night to help out on stuffs.. granma seems so uptight and cant sit still.. the funcion is this sunday and she seems to go into sum sort of panic mode.. ahahaha.. guess she's excited bout the function and hope that everything goes well.. she forgot my pocket money too.. errkk.. aunties and uncles from kl and kluang coming over for the weekend and they'll all be here today.. i'm fully booked for the weekend.. i feel very happy for my aunt.. she gave me a massage.. it really felt good.. we chit chat.. she's just getting engaged and i'm missing her already.. dunno when she getting married tho.. but surely she'll be moving to muar.. i call her "mak" when i was a kid.. she taught me to play piano.. always remind me to be good.. give advice.. and to always be thankful to Allah.. she's more than just a dull old fashioned auntie.. there's sumthing odd about her.. kekekeek.. not in a funny way but... unique.
been a while since i went out for drinks with the guys.. everyone seems so busy.. huhu.. hope everyone's doing ok..

"Things that come to those who waits may be the things left behind by those who get there first"

- Bumper Sticker -

2005 Opening Entry..

Hooohaaaa..!~ been a while since i wrote an entry.. there has been much happening in the last week.. Tsunami Horror.. Thousands were missing after a huge undersea earthquake struck of the Indonesian island of Sumatera on sunday, sending huge waves into coastlines from Malaysia to East Africa. Its the biggest natural disaster to happen in history. The weather here in JB wasnt very good either.. it rained the whole week.. it got the the point that i got no day clothes to wear. i'd have to strut around only in my boxers.. which, to many people, is such an amazing sight.. ahahhaa.. but to some, only a handful, wud say that its an eyesore.. In United Arab Emirates, snow has fallen for the first time there.. these crazy things happening around.. are signs that we are nearing the end of days.. its been told in the quran of the signs but i'll write it in another entry.. its very scary if you think about it.. ooohh...

Then there's this job hunting thing.. been sending out resumes to many companies thru email and snail mail.. sum of em replied my mail personally saying they've got no openings and would keep my details for future reference,.. sum just dun care.. or maybe the process is slow.. ahhaha.. Received a phone call from Port of Tanjung Pelepas on thursday asking me to come over and attend sum sort of a test for a Management Trainee program.. finally.. a big company called me up.. kekeekek.. been rejecting interviews from small companies.. kekekek.. so me and my dad went to Gelang Patah to check that place out that night.. ooh.. dem cool.. the place is so huge and the lights emitted from the cranes at night.. looks really nice.. Went over on friday for the test.. urrgghh.. starts at 3 and ends at 5.30 in the evening. There's this Personal Indicator test, 2 surveys, 1 basic english test, 1 english essay test, and an IQ test.. there were 7 other candidates who turned up that friday.. but i guess i have a fair chance for the first interview.. but before my group, there were close to 40 other candidates who took the test in the previous weeks.. hahaah.. am keeping my fingers crossed.. hoping that i could make it.. dad even called around his contacts to ask the people at PTP to put me for consideration.. haaaiihh.. is that a good thing? or not?.. it doesnt matter.. as long i could be a part of that place.. its got big new buildings.. environment is good.. the view was sumthing out of the ordinary with cranes, ships and all.. the downside of it is that its very very far.. enuff bout it..

Body weight.. been trying to lose weight but it seems like i cant get out of the 74kg curse.. ahaahah.. the heaviest i've reached was 80kg... dem.. i really look like i've been blown up like a balloon then.. now steady only..

Barney.. went over for a test drive last saturday before the Tsunami outbreak.. everything was ok.. except for the brakes and sum knocking sound behind the right hand side tyres so i have to let them check it out and repair it.. the brakes dun grip well.. its understandable coz its been indoors for so long and the discs starts to rusts.. the engine felt like its a few ponies down.. feels heavy during acceleration.. maybe coz its not been running for a while too.. ahahahah.. they seem to be doing quite a good job on my car.. hope to get it out from there soon enuff.. then I could start thinking of a new ride.. yeah..!~ well.. after this current ride has been sold or transferred to my bro's name.. heheeheh..

To all who know me.. HAPPY NEW YEAR..!~ HOPE 2005 WILL BE A BETTER YEAR FOR EVERYONE..!~ DUN FORGET MY BIRTHDAY..!~

Here's a picture of half of Banda Acheh Islands missing after being hit by the Tsunami wave.. a very sad sight..

"I love quotations because it is a joy to find thoughts one might have, beautifully expressed with much authority by someone recognized wiser than oneself"

- Marlene Dietrich -