Life Updates - [evilgenius]
Been very busy and there're no posts about meself. As i've been very busy, so here goes.. by popular demand.. My Life - Updated. kekhekhekhekhehekh..
Lets start with my job. Since the break up - see few posts below. Life hasnt been easy for me. Behind the smiles and laugthers i try to put on outside, i still come back home feeling sad and lonely and empty.. no matter how i kept myself busy. Despite that, i feel lucky to have the people around me who've been giving me support and advice when i was down. Thank you all. Plus the fact that i've been seeing less of my families doesnt help either. Prior to the break up, received an offer from Maersk Logistics at gelang patah. Pay is good, lots of benefits, better and new opportunity up for grabs so this is where i'm working now. Ok ok actually been trying to join this company for 2 years so once i got the call.. i just took the offer without 2nd thoughts. Main objective is to get in. Then only its how i work my way around. The place where i'm working at is very far from JB, its at PTP - i'm in the freezone, i travel 80kms/day to and from work.. and there isnt much going ons there. Food is cheap tho.. fresh seafoods with a cool view to beat.. you guys shud come here and visit me.. haha. This past three months have been hectic. Started work on the 1st of August. Probation period shud be 6 months but i got confirmed in less than 3 months. Good sign this. At least i know i'm performing up to their standards. Youngest protege.. kekekkeke.. Been working my ass out every single day. Late nights, overtimes, kepoh kepoh here and there.. learning the ropes. Its very very interesting - the whole works.. but also, very stressful and a single mistake cud cost very dearly. This took my mind off of the break up a bit.. but still i come home feeling sad and lonely.. hahahaha.. To all my friends whom i seldom see nowadays, i actually miss u guys.. i truly apologize for not being able to come for futsal on monday nights.. its not that i dun want to.. but i'm totally flat out everytime i come home.. even if i'm not there, it doesnt make much difference oso wat. hahaa.. So next time if i texted you guys out for drinks.. u guys better show up.. hahaha.. and to the others.. keep in touch.. time susah cari gua.. dah senang.. senyap senyap.. blah la lu.. hahaha.. my phone number sudah 3 tahun tak tukar la.. no reason to say lost my number.. you guys can still ask around..
Then there's Hari Raya.. this year's raya.. has got the be the worse raya celebrations for me. First day raya, holiday. 2nd day raya have to work. 3rd day raya holiday till end of the week. Sounds gud? no.. This year's raya.. i spent my first day raya without my family. By afternoon of raya.. they all balik kampung edi as there's a big family gathering on the 3rd of raya and our family is the host. So i just hang out with my uncles and aunties at my gramp's place on the first day raya. The next day hafta work edi. Hari raya just dun mean anything anymore. Shopping oso adoi.. beli sendiri.. Not that it matters much to me anyways. Hari raya has always been about duit raya. hahaha.. not getting any now. darn. Went up to muar on the 3rd raya for the family gath. Boring morning drive alone to muar. But the event was a success. Biasa la.. royal family.. big event.. surely ok wan.. no hickups.. tho it rained a bit at the end of the function..
I'm a lot fatter now. Gonna start trimming down my weight and get back into shape next month la. Need to keep fit.. find a girl.. and settle down quickly. hahhaa.. sudah gatal edi.. Thinking back.. my life has actually been in quite a mess in these past few months. Check out my room. Messy. I spend more time at work than with my family at home. With friends, i try to make it a point to at least call or meet up once a week. My car sumtimes go unwashed for 2 weeks. Gud thing is i spend less as i seldom go out nowadays. Got meself a new phone, touched up my car, bought few stuffs for my car, treat people makan, etc..
Its not easy to compromise a balance of everything. Somethings gotta give. What you lost in time, you gain in experience. As for myself, i still have my goals in sight, finetune a bit when necessary and not one day went past without me plotting my evil plans to reach em. One step at a time. kekekeekeke.. Dedicate this catch phrase below to all of you..
Lets start with my job. Since the break up - see few posts below. Life hasnt been easy for me. Behind the smiles and laugthers i try to put on outside, i still come back home feeling sad and lonely and empty.. no matter how i kept myself busy. Despite that, i feel lucky to have the people around me who've been giving me support and advice when i was down. Thank you all. Plus the fact that i've been seeing less of my families doesnt help either. Prior to the break up, received an offer from Maersk Logistics at gelang patah. Pay is good, lots of benefits, better and new opportunity up for grabs so this is where i'm working now. Ok ok actually been trying to join this company for 2 years so once i got the call.. i just took the offer without 2nd thoughts. Main objective is to get in. Then only its how i work my way around. The place where i'm working at is very far from JB, its at PTP - i'm in the freezone, i travel 80kms/day to and from work.. and there isnt much going ons there. Food is cheap tho.. fresh seafoods with a cool view to beat.. you guys shud come here and visit me.. haha. This past three months have been hectic. Started work on the 1st of August. Probation period shud be 6 months but i got confirmed in less than 3 months. Good sign this. At least i know i'm performing up to their standards. Youngest protege.. kekekkeke.. Been working my ass out every single day. Late nights, overtimes, kepoh kepoh here and there.. learning the ropes. Its very very interesting - the whole works.. but also, very stressful and a single mistake cud cost very dearly. This took my mind off of the break up a bit.. but still i come home feeling sad and lonely.. hahahaha.. To all my friends whom i seldom see nowadays, i actually miss u guys.. i truly apologize for not being able to come for futsal on monday nights.. its not that i dun want to.. but i'm totally flat out everytime i come home.. even if i'm not there, it doesnt make much difference oso wat. hahaa.. So next time if i texted you guys out for drinks.. u guys better show up.. hahaha.. and to the others.. keep in touch.. time susah cari gua.. dah senang.. senyap senyap.. blah la lu.. hahaha.. my phone number sudah 3 tahun tak tukar la.. no reason to say lost my number.. you guys can still ask around..
Then there's Hari Raya.. this year's raya.. has got the be the worse raya celebrations for me. First day raya, holiday. 2nd day raya have to work. 3rd day raya holiday till end of the week. Sounds gud? no.. This year's raya.. i spent my first day raya without my family. By afternoon of raya.. they all balik kampung edi as there's a big family gathering on the 3rd of raya and our family is the host. So i just hang out with my uncles and aunties at my gramp's place on the first day raya. The next day hafta work edi. Hari raya just dun mean anything anymore. Shopping oso adoi.. beli sendiri.. Not that it matters much to me anyways. Hari raya has always been about duit raya. hahaha.. not getting any now. darn. Went up to muar on the 3rd raya for the family gath. Boring morning drive alone to muar. But the event was a success. Biasa la.. royal family.. big event.. surely ok wan.. no hickups.. tho it rained a bit at the end of the function..
I'm a lot fatter now. Gonna start trimming down my weight and get back into shape next month la. Need to keep fit.. find a girl.. and settle down quickly. hahhaa.. sudah gatal edi.. Thinking back.. my life has actually been in quite a mess in these past few months. Check out my room. Messy. I spend more time at work than with my family at home. With friends, i try to make it a point to at least call or meet up once a week. My car sumtimes go unwashed for 2 weeks. Gud thing is i spend less as i seldom go out nowadays. Got meself a new phone, touched up my car, bought few stuffs for my car, treat people makan, etc..
Its not easy to compromise a balance of everything. Somethings gotta give. What you lost in time, you gain in experience. As for myself, i still have my goals in sight, finetune a bit when necessary and not one day went past without me plotting my evil plans to reach em. One step at a time. kekekeekeke.. Dedicate this catch phrase below to all of you..
"Face your fears, live your dreams"
- No Fear-
- No Fear-
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